[Verse]

I wanna read up on that shit that they don’t teach at all

That shit that’s hidden in the bookshelves of abandoned halls

I wanna be so disciplined like it’s a ritual

And those who know me know me as an intellectual

My grandma 93, she doing word searches

I’m here searching for words that don’t sound worthless

Trying to fit the puzzle pieces

I know this shit a song but it feels like a thesis, Jesus, damn

I wanna perfect it

Wake up every morning, take a look and correct it

I don’t want nobody take a look and reject it

I know it shouldn’t matter if the pеople accept it

This is for me

Yеah, this is for me

Imagine how they lost their shit I got into Berkeley

Imagine how they lost their shit I came back in a week

I don’t give a fuck I got my money

I Withdrew from UCB like peace

Hit the bulldoze

Front row seat staring out the window

People talking on the low, thinking they’re the ones they know

I heard the same shit you know how the story goes

I make my own story

Like it’s me who just saved me

I make my own rules

Like it’s me who just raised me

I make my own glory

Like it’s me who just praised me

Lookin in the mirror

Man this shit is just amazing

Looking at me like I think I’m better than

I’m looking at you all like you some betas in the pen

And if I’m alpha mighty might as see it till the end

Cause I’ll sign the affidavit A-Z the alphabet, yeah

Add some zeros to my net

I promise when you see my bank account you won’t forget (bet, bet)

And when you have it all, you wanna do it all again

When I’m gone won’t you slap on that memorial

Read about me when you open editorials

Look at Pyxie how she came out so victorious

You know for that

You know for that I am notorious

Yeah

I’m feeling B-I-G

He said he like my body send a P-I- C

I said, boy get off my D-I-C

Can’t you see I’m busy being a lady

I get indecisive

Sitting at the table full of high hats

I can teach me what I need auto didact

Yeah they see me who I am wanna hijack

I seen too much

I hear too much

I feel too much

I think too much

I breathe too much

I move too much

They say slow down enjoy the plunge

[Outro]

I wanna read up on that shit that they don’t teach at all

That shit that’s hidden in the bookshelves of abandoned halls

I wanna be so disciplined like it’s a ritual

And those who know me know me as an intellectual

I wanna perfect it

Wake up every morning, take a look and correct it

I don’t want nobody take a look and reject it

I know it shouldn’t matter if the people accept it

This is for me

This is for me

This is for me

This is for me

For me

For me

For me

For me

This is for me

This is for me

For me

For me

For me

For me