Lost in confrontation

In panic, I find myself

And in this struggle, I see

What was taken from me

There's no mistaking

The figure before me

Wearing the clothes I was found in

Wearing the life I abandoned

I can't make sense of my questions

So I run, I'm staring at my eyes

And all I see is fear on both sides

Of the mirror, so I panic

But then it happens

And I watch the connection

Find my answers

In violence, witness my own

Fall from grace

The experience graces mе

With no better understanding

Yеars of hoping for progress

But I've reduced myself to nothing

Lying lifelessly as I will awake

The only proof I exist has now become a map

To safe refuge