[Verse 1]

Suicide's a cool word

It gets everyone’s attention

Not to mention

My life isn't precious

Hate waking up

And I hate the pretending

Mom thinks that I'm lazy, I’m just scared of stress

Whoa hold on wait, I'm not depressed, I guess

[Verse 2]

Surrounded by friends who think that they know me

My mother's a pastor but I don't feel holy

And saying all these thoughts, man it really shows me that

I've got no hope and if only if only

I could be like the rest

Good grades, normal, yes

Straight A's, nothing less

[Verse 3]

Fake smiles, I digress

The more couples I see man the lonelier I feel (and)

The more my grades drop the more life seems real

The more life seems real

Life treats you hard; it don't care how you feel

[Verse 4]

Esteem has turned rotten, forgotten gone brown

Never got to build it cuz life tore it down

Could blame it on my father, he not around

I truly don't care, not even an ounce

Who am I supposed to be?

Is destiny a friend to me?

If I keep waking up then I’ll see