The time of disdain

Has done its will

I was destroyed and ruined

And it has devastated me

Even though it didn't finish me

I was left mutilated, humiliated

I've been mocked in front of an impetuous virility

Scorn

Disgust alongside a cheerful youth

Those eyes filled with monumental shame

Turned excitement in compassion

Violent and insatiable lust

Obsessed with sublimation of flesh

An opprobrious dark monstrosity

Turned perversion into pathology

While masturbating

Caressing genitals

I started squeezing out the juice

So ashamed that I felt

As the first came out

I was buried in a rough display

Of subliminal existence

Intellectual vanity aroused by a chronic

Narcissistic neuropathy