[Hook]
Do you do this often?
I'd wanted to give a call the last time I felt it
Maybe you could help me
Usually I'm cautious
Then I told him where I'd go, jump into the water
Do you do this often?
..
Do you do this often?
Last time I felt it
Maybe you could help me
Usually I'm cautious
Then I told him where I'd go, jump into the water
[Verse 1]
Sometimes I get lost
Deep inside my thoughts keeping my fingers crossed
My mind is helpless but helping me when I record
Lately that's the only time I feel like I'm gеtting support
Does it really have to bе this way
I think I'm wasting so much time trying to imitate
The person who I wanna be I know is not too late
Look I'm a busy man with very little time to contemplate
I don't how I'm feeling about this topic I'm dealing
With so much pain when I'm dreaming
Having a different opinion
About life, because my
Way of living is different but I'm committed in spending my whole time
Doing what's wrong, thinking is right
Man is gonna be a long ride
A lone night the moonlight is so bright
Despite the fact I'm always writing from the inside
Now it doesn't feel great
I used to write about my life hoping I would escape
But now I do it because I feel like I suffocate
I alternate between the ways I feel like I'm a renegade
I do this often I'm trying to be the person
Who's never afraid to open, whenever my mind is broken
I wish it was my decision I try to follow my vision I know I don't like to listen or take any help I'm given but that's who I am
And my way of survival
Somehow I managed to stumble
Was it because I got hurt by people I care the most
Constant damage to my heart by cuts that never closed
And I'm supposed to keep ignoring and just play along
Who the fuck you think I am a snowman getting warm
Maybe is my fault cuz my weakness is to be strong
Truth is - I don't really know where I belong
[Hook]
Do you do this often?
I'd wanted to give a call the last time I felt it
Maybe you could help me
Usually I'm cautious
Then I told him where I'd go, jump into the water
Do you do this often?
..
Do you do this often?
Last time I felt it
Maybe you could help me
Usually I'm cautious
Then I told him where I'd go, jump into the water
[Verse 2]
Still waiting for a call
..
Is not coming when you hit the wall
Sometimes you wish that someone special would be next to you
The one you keep on thinking all day long and yeah I know is true
Cuz otherwise you won't be overthinking (lies)
About different situations that your mind is picking
You start believing all the lies of other people risking
Everything you build up over years of trust will now be missing
You know I don't really celebrate I got so many problems always forcing me to stay awake
Is causing so much pain inside my brain but I'm not gonna break
I wake up every morning wishing for some time to contemplate
About my life
About the way I survive
I wish I could get some peace and relief but is not the time
Need to find the perfect timing before I'm going behind
Breaking the enemy lines always fighting inside my mind well
[Hook]
Do you do this often?
I'd wanted to give a call the last time I felt it
Maybe you could help me
Usually I'm cautious
Then I told him where I'd go, jump into the water
Do you do this often?
..
Do you do this often?
Last time I felt it
Maybe you could help me
Usually I'm cautious
Then I told him where I'd go, jump into the water