[Chorus]

I can't ever just be fucking normal

If I could, I would've, I knew that I should've

I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one

I wish I could throw up

Now, I'm shattering this mirror

[Verse 1]

Blow out all my brains

There's a churning in my gut

I'm still spinning homesick

Inside of the underground tunnel

Rushing train, and kicking gravel

Kicking the rocks that bounce back

And I fall over, I trip myself

And then my brain goes splat

When will I feel better?

Am I meant to be alone?

Every day I wake up feels like I've been under anesthesia

Head up, gone

And then we’re back

Got it, I'm back, right on track

Dеafening my ears, the signal

As thе train tracks rattle, sprinkling

It sprays my blood

I tried to stay real positive

But I know I'm reliving days

It all changed, but stayed the same

It flashed before my eyes

Even when I stand in pain

[Chorus]

I can't ever just be fucking normal

If I could, I would've, I knew that I should've

I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one

I wish I could throw up

Now, I'm shattering this mirror

Now—

[Chorus]

I can't ever just be fucking normal

If I could, I would've, I knew that I should've

I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one

I wish I could throw up

Now, I'm shattering this mirror

[Verse 2]

May I never see myself not knowing who I am

May I figure out a rhyme, a poem, make a perfect slant

May I bear my witness to the death of my intrepid soul

May you never have to know

May you never have to know

[Chorus]

I can't ever just be fucking normal

If I could, I would've, I knew that I should've

I tried to be yours but I know that I'm no one

I wish I could throw up

Now, I'm shattering this mirror