What if I lived a different life

Had no scars never cried

Never flew

What I had

Wasn't fine

Wasn't fair

But was mine

What if I knew

I'd have never have learned

All the lessons that brought me to you

If I had it better

Never cried

Never fought for my life

I'd be through

I've tried to quit so many times

You see the surface of my life

What I'm going through

But it lead me to learn

All the lessons that brought me to you

I'd have never have learned

All the lessons that brought me to you

Running circles in my mind

Sing the same words every time

You see right through me

But I sing them loud

Even when it hurts

If there's no fire

I'll make it burn

Pour on the gasoline

I will die by those words

And the lessons that brought me to you

I'd have never have learned

All the lessons that brought me to you