Released on October 2, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Where'd my time go?

I'm falling out the window

You're scared, don't cry

Spread my wings as I fly by

Maybe I'll try again

Forget about the last ten

You've waited, been patient

I'll say it


[Verse 2]

Why do I feel the same?

We've only ourselves to blame

Tired of making light of

All this old shit I still can't write off

Being stubborn comes with the fame

I'll do things my way

If you hate it, I can take it

Been around, you don't know what I've been through


[Chorus 1]

Tryna change who you are

Can only go so far

Can't face it, life wasted

Fucked around, didn't tell you I'd make it

Life isn't show and tell

Gotta figure out for yourself

I'm jadеd, frustrated

Can't help if you love what you hatеd

(Can't help if you love what you hated)

(I'll try, this time)

(Hit the lights, let the memories fade in)

(Can't help if you love what you hated)


[Verse 3]

I'll do what I wanna do

I'll see dreams come true

The good life, outside

The walls held high when you're tongue-tied

Nostalgic of Fuji Rock

I hate being all talk

Had friends, miss them

Knots untied at the frayed ends


[Chorus 2]

Homeruns, Shinjuku

Nights out from my teenage bedroom

Together, no pressure

Lived the lie that life gets better

Memories fall behind

Alone at the finish line

I'm jaded, frustrated

Can't help if you love what you hated

(Can't help if you love what you hated)

(I'll try, this time)

(Hit the lights let the memories fade in)

(Can't help if you love what you hated)


[Chorus 3]

Goodnight Osaka

Fired up, riversides light up

In the street crowds sing

Loud if we wanna

Swing for the fences

Sunset, not dead yet

Burnt our time up, childhoods ended

Big smile for the Polaroid folder

Hope it means more, looking back when I'm older

And I'll remember this all someday

Someday