The light shines so close and my eyes pour out with water
Only hearing the sounds of friend's peace and laughter
Stuck in lucid dreams so long but my eyes are tearing open
Darkness once consumed me but now im reawakened
Reborn, im being redeemed
Improvement was not as it seemed
But im free, my mind is free
Maybe not forever but my eyes can see
The light past the grey clouds
Grass swaying between my paws
The holе i dug is getting closer
I know the worst is almost ovеr
I can do this
It's all worth it
Im not worthless
Heart is in bliss
The light shines so close and my eyes pour out with water
Only hearing the sounds of friend's peace and laughter
Stuck in lucid dreams so long but my eyes are tearing open
Darkness once consumed me but now im reawakened
RIP ME APART
TEAR THE FLESH OUT
TAKE MY HEART
AND EAT ME UP
MAKE ME BLEED
TOSS ME IN A DITCH
AND DRILL IT IN ME
"WORTHLESS BITCH"
WHATS IT TASTE LIKE?
BETTER THAN PERFECT??
WRECK MY SHIT
IM WHAT YOU PICKED
IN MY GRAVE
I'LL LAY HERE DEAD
SO THE RUMORS SAY
I AM NOT YOUR SLAVE
And while you walk away
Thinking you won this game
My bod will rise from the grave
To you and everyone's shame
Scars you gave are healing slowly
Brain's wires now remodeled
Maybe i took that fall
But i'll be the one to admit it all
YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD ME LIKE A DOG ON A LEASH
A HOPELESS ROMANTIC WAITING FOR LOVE TO UNLEASH
MIND WAS HAYWIRE, HAUNTED BY ALL THE DELUSIONS
YOU MADE ME FEEL SO WORTHLESS, YEA GOT A GUILT COMPLEX
LONGED FOR PEACE IN TIGHT CHAMBER, OH
HAD A BREAKING POINT AND ROSE LIKE THE FUCKIN WALKING DEAD
WENT INTO THE FLAMES CUZ I AINT PLAYING ANY OF THESE GAMES
ESCAPSIM WASNT EVER REAL SO I HAD TO SAY GOOBYBE
I AM FLAWED, IMMATURE
MADE MISTAKES, CAN'T TAKE IT BACK
I ACT IMPULSIVE, DON'T THINK TWICE
I AM TENDER, MIND WILL CRACK
I GET HYPER, TALK TOO MUCH
I AM DAMGED, HURT PAST FRIENDS
TRUST TOO MUCH, AND TRUST TO LITTLE
WILL YOU ACCEPT ME? OR JUST SCRAP ME
You can't expect to thrive
Can't enjoy your life
Evading your mistakes
Stuck in a fantasy world