They think that I'm perfect but I'm not

I got pain too

Niggas switch up on me call me fake, that's what that fame do

Now I'm riding by myself ain't fucking with the same group

Now they see I'm eating, now they wish they had a plate too

I grew up without my dad, had to do this on my own

Last year I was down bad, I ain't want to live at all

I remember being sad, I was finna risk it all

They all left me in the past, they ain't give a fuck at all

Niggas think my life was sweet but I been through the hardest times

All this pain and darkness I still find a way to shine

I got locked up on 2 charges, that shit made my momma cry

Heard her crying through the phone, I know tears was in her eyes

I said "we gon be okay". I know I'm gon beat this case

And if I die today, I know I'm going to be great

Shout out Barry he stay solid, he ain't ever been a fake

Shout out mama [?] too, she made sure I always ate

Ain't nobody hold me down, niggas just can't fuck on me

They ain't fucking with me now

Niggas can't keep up with me

I'm just gon stay down for myself, cause people just keep hurting me

And I ain't ever need no help, that's why ya'll ain't heard from me

Cancer made my uncle die, I ain't even shed a tear

I just hold it all inside, swear I haven't cried in years

Can't keep fucking with my mind, I keep thinking my time near

I keep telling people I'm fine, whole I'm holding back these tears

Imagine signing deals, straight to top, just to lose it all

Everything got ripped away from me, I coulda had it all

I was trying to see my niggas eat, cause we gon all ball

I know God a plan for me, and stressing that all

I know who gon ride and die for me

I know if I disappear I know the ones who cry for me

I know if the world against me, I know who gon side with me

And if I ever get into it I know who gon slide for me

I know they don't know my struggles, they can never feel my shoes

I ain't changing on my guys, cause that's what these bitches do

And I'll never fall behind, me and [?] can never lose

And to you I never lie

Why couldn't you tell the truth

I can't even act surprised

I just knew this shit would happen

You kept doing all this fake shit, it just turned into a habit

All that preaching bout being solid only real up in that [?]

Put all my problems in my music and I love it with a passion