[Verse 1 - Spooky Black]

I want to feel your heartbeat against my face

I want to hear your heartbeat from your chest

I need to know, baby if you want it too

I need to know, baby if you love me too

Run my fingers through your hair

All the while your unaware

How could you not know by the way I showed my love to you

And how did I not know how close the demons were to you

[Verse 2 - Bobby Raps]

Regret mistakes and show my feelings through expressive faces

Will I make it through this depressive state?

Shit, I guess we'll wait and see

At least the things I wanted to believe

They'll say the truth will set you free maybe someday I'll feel relieved

Or take like 29 Tylonol, try to drive a car, off a bridge

Drowning with a broken spinal cord

My mind contorts, in wild forms

To try and calm these violent thoughts, that I have got

I hate this, I'm extra anxious

Life isn't a bitch, life is a waitress

Get it served how you ordered no complaining

I'm just trying make tips, get some game quick

Then tell all the homies that I break bread with all the same shit

Go ahead, get defensive I'm the plaintiff

What's understood fully does not really need explaining

Starting to lose my patience, yet again

People coming up to me like we was cool but we were never friends

Slamming doors in they face don't let em in