Devil behind my back (Devil Mode)

[1st Verse]:

There's a lot of devils standin' behind my back

Wantin' me step aback, for them attack

Game 'em no feedback, tell 'em to my God I back

They sayin' anything except us is just a trap

Keep tellin' me they only one who never treat me like a trash

Keep makin' funny of my rehab, life needs a hash

They still tryin' to get me back, to

They sayin' that wasn't end of the line, was just a dash

I told 'em I gave what you ask, enough of souls

But they need more, wanna broke our rule

And I'm a hair away from suicide, I'm misery of. My life

I can't make a choice, and I ain't fuckin' fine

And everyone drops his faults on me when things go wrong

Sayin' you little Satan reason of problems for so long

Even my mother blame me, said maybe I'm the reason for my dead brother

I'm livin' life ain't good for me or you, not for each other

[Chorus]

Mama, I'm the devil, daddy I'm the devil

Honey, I'm the devil, God I'm the devil

I worshiped my devil when I was alone blame yourselves

He catches me when I was down, keep blame yourselves

Now I'm done, I got my own gun

Now I'm done, had to shoot me with my own gun

[2nd Verse]:

I'll be nice to you, long as you nice to me too

Till you push me, then I active my devil mode

I know it's crazy shit at the same time not understood

This is the way I live, yeah half human half robot

So tell me what should I do when someone hurt me, dude?

Should I be stupid or what? say thank you for hittin' me, dude?

Or I'm supposed to say, come on hurt me more you fuckin' hoe

All I know that I don't give a shit for what they said so

And I can't calm down in one-two, for a sure answer is no

All I know I will never be a whore in my fuckin' soul

And I'm not the one who wants a goal in women's football

I just gave a shit for my girl, and that hurt me bad too