[Chorus - Grace Torna]

When I look at my reflection

I just wish I could impress you

What's the point anymore?

Haven't you been here before?

Hide in the dark

I've never known the light

[Verse 1 - Jazz]

I'm lost

I need me a map

My mind is maze my brain is a glass

I just want you to tap

But you judge from the outside

Reaper over me so it's my time

When his time

Tip-toeing past my punch lines

Hide behind my sneak diss so you can't find

Me trip off a lost

Hate myself for my flaws

You know they pickin' us off

You know you seein' my calls

When I walk in the halls I don't exist

Crib to crib it's all my fault for the split

Lying for attеntion forgetting what's really real

In thе hills might relapse from my feels

I'm a grown boy wrong choice hate void

All poise home boy scam boy

City full of broke boys

Same boy fighting boys since the Android

Same boy chasing hoes since the Android

My girl got my back

She been in them sword fights

Thinking back

Could've been a victim on them dark nights

Going home the hurt times

Dreading when it's church time

Going through the worst

Ask me how I feel

All you care about is verse

Still feel the same put me in a hearse

Put my life in the songs so I write all my wrongs

To right all my wrongs so y'all sing a long

But y'all don't get it

[Chorus - Grace Torna]

When I look at my reflection

I just wish I could impress you

What's the point anymore?

Haven't you been here before?

Hide in the dark

I've never known the light

[Verse 2 - Sydny]

I feel that Stockholm shit

A happy hostage at home

I think my room gettin smaller the ropes

They hold me down to the bone

There to better me and hold me afloat

I might've drowned in a bucket a hope

But that's enough from the coach

Rookie quarterback the arms gotta throw

I'll touchdown when I'm askin' for mo'

The cookies leavin' in droves

Momma told bout the booze and the smoke

Straight edge found a new way to cope

I'm hanging on by a thread

Music changing me to think for myself

How the fuck am I gon' get outta bed?

I'm strugglin' in my head

Finally driven for a future or a better

I'm feelin' stuck at a light and it's red glowing

The fear isn't showin', but I'm afraid that our shit isn't growing

An old head tryna fuck in a coma

Gettin' pressed for diploma

Ain't depressed but there isn't a motive

Degrees are easy if you need to be broker

It goes to show what I know

Fleetin' feelings for a female are stoic

I need a boat if I float in that ocean

Washed up on the shore

No trustin' beaches I'm avoiding the coast

Already shells got me stuck in the motions

Tried to fish but my cast shot

But dad never taught me the bass spots

I never even thought I could ask pops

So the step dad saw the vacancy had spots

Then he went and cheated all of a sudden our chats stopped

Kinda scared I barely care about shit

I'm scared I'm too dependent on this

And it fails I'll be lost

I'm better on off a cliff

It's feelin' bad to the bone

Ya know that I'll give a rib

It's gettin harder to love

That's gettin' easy to miss

Squash my heart like a bug

Fuckin' roach on the bench

Sittin' lonely as hell

But I don't give a shit

That's what I'm tellin' myself

Don't wanna feel like a simp

Sorry for lying to ya

[Verse 3 - Droogie]

Learn a lesson that's a lesson that my pops told

Cryin' on his fuckin' shoulder when it got cold

I couldn't jump ship

And now I bump shit

Dodgin' all the future plans that I fucked with

But that's me huh

The real me huh

Droogie womanizin' feelin' on some deep stuff

I seek comfort where I can't receive

And I pray on dumb needs when they duckin' me

Cuz I'm alone

I'll probably fuckin' snuff it, babe

But I pray you have a nice memory to save

But true love feeling different from a paycheck

I just never thought that anything would change yet, yeah

My life is history

Fulfill my legacy

I'm hypocritically pretentious, how you feelin' me

And she's a goddess right?

The story of my life

Cause I'm a fuckin' womanizer whore myself tonight

Nobody helpin' me

Because I'm helpin' y'all

Because my brain fucked up, so where the Tylenol?

Droogie never wanted life in pain but I guess I signed up when I played the game

In my mind

Hindsight fell behind I couldn't make the best decisions for my life in time

I'm late bloomin' on these bitches like a sour patch

But it'll all be good cuz I got my back

And that's facts

[Chorus - Grace Torna]

When I look at my reflection

I just wish I could impress you

What's the point anymore?

Haven't you been here before?

Hide in the dark

I've never known the light

[Outro - Grace Torna]

What's the point anymore?

Haven't you been here before?

Hide in the dark

I've never known the light