I'd never admit it while I'm living

My mama did too much for me to give in

To the pressure 'tween the floor and the ceiling

I'm tryna reach it

But lately I've been feeling like theres nothing underneath me

What if I don't succeed with

Everything everyone expects me to accomplish?

Bombarded with constant conflict of this Gemini mindset

Been waiting two decades, is it time yet?

I'm getting a bit impatient, when am I next?

Some people tell me that I need to have a back up plan

But every semester feels like I'm playing catch up, damn

And thats the back up to get my masters in hand

So my family don't ever have to scrap up change again

That is the motive

And some might say that I'm hopeless

But give it time, consistent lines the main focus

You hitting dimes, get twisted right? The lames don't get

Much out of living, trippin, its sickening... next topic

Stopping at nothing to get where I'm going, wah-lah

Fit for the open, much love, lit match, got game like my girl Lala

The amount of F-U-C-K's I've ever given is nada

Life's cold from cold hearts, this is Okinawa

Kamikaze visions, longer living, snipe precision

Might be missing part of the brain that manages inhibition

Slightly different, pride is binging, purging on you purposely

Higher winning, life decisions, hunger is what burns in me

Even when I'm starving in these economic times

I take the time to give a hand to less than Marvin grinds

I'm fortunate, so I never judge a soul that is hurting

Depending on how hot the porridge is, I'm dishing out my purpose

I said I'd never admit it while I'm living

But oh well, so well in tune that others are over-clipping

The ones that talk the most, think they're completing missions

I call a spade a spade, I'm a diamond in this district, yeah, yeah