I walk with a drunken sway

Only 'cause the alcohol is fucking up my brain

Do the ten step test for our love

Pray to god that we can see another day

I'm depressed waiting on your love

From another time

For another time

Live another life

Have some better tries

But I'm stuck dealing with the pain

Tongue- dilapidated

Rolling inside out-

Rolling in my mouth

Waiting for a taste of ya

Got faith from ya, also feeling insecure

But I'm feeling safe from ya

Living day-to-day

Hoping that I make it great for ya

Never take from ya

Unless you givin' up your heart-

Thats the thing I'll have to take

Break- reset, recess, sex

Open up to me I've seen your pain

"Seen" you melt away

Back three years ago

We steppin' through the rain

Laughing under the umbrella, fellas

If you got a girl like Keya never underestimate

If she makes your days

That's the girl that only wants whats best

Even when she fares away

I mean

They tell me get my shit together-

But they can't communicate

Or feel the way or the wave

That I been riding-

Like they ride the dicks of the fake

It's a play

See this shit I'm saying

That you see I'm putting on the stage

Then wiping it away

Like the smeared makeup off your face

'cause I see the beauty in you every single day

But I'm coming off as stoic

Slit wrist make it real quick

Then I'm looking back heroic

You got pain on your mind

And it lingers yes you show it

I feel pain all the time, but I push it down

So I don't blow it

Write between the lines like I'm a poet

Savage love and I hope you know it

It'll take and make a mess with you

But I got a story so let's close it

Green text, blue text, instant mess

But we've built another part

But the rest of us has to be the best

'Cause we cannot take another bullet

To the chest

Another blade into your heart

Will be the end of me

Been a friend for me

With no infamy

This the end for me

But you've made it good

This eventually

Is the sense for me

Doing everything I could