[Verse 1: $ir LT]
Chained down, staring at the ceiling
No umbrella, rain bound, devil toy with feelings
Consciousness for art, you know what the deal is
Sign away your heart now them oranges is peelin'
Though, not the only thing on my palette
Red winds make a purple heart vanish
Juxtapose dark ridden anguish
With light, mixed kid livin' lavish
Avid firm lover of fashion
Flashin' flaws, scars not in panic
Grab his sword, paper then action
Mask is off, raw johnson magic
Melancholy is black
Happiness reads white
I'm always caught in the middle
This that duality shaded life
And every verse that I write
Paint skies, mind lie on flight
Though, I don't got no license
Impending crash wipe the lights
Though, I keep it clean no candles when you handle dark
Electricifyingly shred the floor, black is the spark
[Verse 2: mewing]
Yo this shit feel like a bad trip (uh huh)
Running off the fumes of bad liquor
3.5 in a wood im feeling average
Brain fog can't really do it
Bad bitches on my line, tryna rid the madness its bout the time
They say that you haven't really lived if you never do this but this shit feel like i died
I ain't really cut out for the night life
High off my ass and im swerving down lanes under bright lights
They telling me that i ain't christ like
Truth hurts but truth be told
No hate like christian love, and no date like one with a christian bitch in my tub
Paid like mr rich on my stub, better take a look at my wrist you scrub
Attention a hell of a drug, and i ain't never seen so many people want it wassup?
And i ain't never seen so many people get in the mud, so they could say thats where they got it from
Location off when i get in the club, no thanks im off of the sedative drugs
So basic off of the medicine plug told me that its time that i give this shit up, real talk
[Verse 3: $ir LT]
20 and unemployed, work lies in the music
Office jobs a void, no rhythm in a cubic
Fuck convention, third dimension cannot solve this rubix
Shades randomized on every side, cinematic; Kubrick
Antagonize as mad I'm fly, stomach's sick like flu is
Period, pad is knife, sympathy be too slit
I know that pen is sorry for me
People don't worry for me
Ain't around nor help with the bleeds
Yet, proud when that bandaid seams
[Verse 4: mewing]
Im falling down, feel like im sinking in the ground
I try to scream can't make a sound
Feels like got no more days around
Im falling down, Im falling down, feel like im sinking in the ground
I try to scream can't make a sound
Feels like got no more days around