Break away from me or hide behind my state of misery

Comforts never seen

Im no one to look up to, a constant state of self destructive tendencies, stay away from me

Time after time after time after time

Ive tried and I’ve tried and I’m losing my mind

Conquered the fear and I’ve left it behind

Whats left isn’t what I’d prefer to find

I don’t want you to collapse under the weight of me

I can’t be there for myself

How could I expect to be there for you

But I see my faults, trust me I do

I can’t be there for me, how the fuck could I be there for you

Fuck

I watched you put your world in me and I let it break

I let you give your everything

I turned your world away, I let it rot

It took your everything, and now I’m lost

Collapse is inevitable when you’re spending every day in a struggle

Don’t relate to me, I wish I wasn’t this way

Collapse is inevitable when you’re foundations start to crumble

Waiting for the day that I can rebuild

And I see whats in front of me, The obstacles I face

And I see whats in front of me, the steps I can’t retrace

And I see the world in front of me, The milestones in my way

And I see the world in front of me, I won’t go down this way