Blessed with this curse

I awoke to insecurities

I try to strive and make the day all mine

I turn the page on this book I write

But the feeling inside, ignite or fight in fear

I tried to run but my legs could not carry me

The feeling of angst

A cold sweat seeping in

How did I get here?

What choices were so wrong?

Another road walked down, but therein lies the tears

I am a monster, a man with a plan

On my own feet I learned to make a stand

When destiny came knocking, I turn to shut the door on him

He crept on in and whispered in my ear

Why can’t I be free?

Take a look at yourself

Tell me your ideal happiness

Break free of shackles

Chains won't hold you down forever

You know that paths will come and go

It’s your choice down which road you’ll go

Make false promises

Break false promises

To yourself

You say you wanted change but still you want to stay the same

Lying to yourself like I did, you can’t deny it

I once locked myself away

Trapped within insanity

Failing to accept the fact

Fate has no place within these walls

I create my own path

Configuring reality

I design my own future

I am free

Take a look at yourself

Tell me your ideal happiness

Break free of shackles

Chains won't hold you down forever

You know that paths will come and go

It’s your choice down which road you’ll go

Trust me

You’ll never be free

Unless you try and fix yourself

Let go

Of your past and what lead you here

Change yourself

Time

To

Configure

My realityBlessed with this curse

I awoke to insecurities

I try to strive and make the day all mine

I turn the page on this book I write

But the feeling inside, ignite or fight in fear

I tried to run but my legs could not carry me

The feeling of angst

A cold sweat seeping in

How did I get here?

What choices were so wrong?

Another road walked down, but therein lies the tears

I am a monster, a man with a plan

On my own feet I learned to make a stand

When destiny came knocking, I turn to shut the door on him

He crept on in and whispered in my ear

Why can’t I be free?

Take a look at yourself

Tell me your ideal happiness

Break free of shackles

Chains won't hold you down forever

You know that paths will come and go

It’s your choice down which road you’ll go

Make false promises

Break false promises

To yourself

You say you wanted change but still you want to stay the same

Lying to yourself like I did, you can’t deny it

I once locked myself away

Trapped within insanity

Failing to accept the fact

Fate has no place within these walls

I create my own path

Configuring reality

I design my own future

I am free

Take a look at yourself

Tell me your ideal happiness

Break free of shackles

Chains won't hold you down forever

You know that paths will come and go

It’s your choice down which road you’ll go

Trust me

You’ll never be free

Unless you try and fix yourself

Let go

Of your past and what lead you here

Change yourself

Time

To

Configure

My reality