Discovery - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Yeah, I've been let down way too many times

Yeah, it's hard to smile, when you can’t sleep at night

I'm not lying, when I say I'm trying

Life's on a click track, I can't rewind

It won't slow down, I've been in a rut

Ever since the day that I grew up

I was way too young, now I'm not enough

All the abuse just fucked me up

And no, I'm not talking about me

I'm talkin 'bout my family

I've witnessed so much pain, so much grief

I wipe my eyes and grit my teeth

Why would you let that in your life?

I just don't understand it

This home, it feels so abandoned

I feel I'm on a different planet

Can't stand it

[Chorus]

I'm in the background (Background)

Tear my face from the walls, now I'm blacked out

Don't act out (Don't act out)

What's wrong with that now? (Now)

I'm all alone

Yеs, you know it's a funny fact how (Fact how)

You still doubt about my past

Well, this shit's been real, so don't think too fast

It won't last

I need somebody to rеact to me, 'cause I've been through these tragedies

I'm just tired of all the seasons passing me

[Verse 2]

When will you wake up, stop staring at yourself?

I know you're all alone and you're scared to get help

But just realize that this time you're all you have, so strap on the belt

Pick up the pieces, get it together

You can make it through this torrential weather

Drop of an ocean, but as light as a feather

These dreams don't have to be yours forever

I, I know you're scared

If you can just guide yourself, you'll find the tear and

I am finding hope, that maybe one day you'll learn and grow (Learn and grow)

Grow into another person, one that won't quit and finds a purpose

Keep on saying "I don't deserve this", someone loves you, just find who's worth it

All this time I've been righting my wrongs, throw away the pain and keep it calm

Bottled inside, I'm a ticking bomb, that's why I write every line in this song and