[verse 1]

It has its highs and its lows

The goodbyes and the lows

I put my feelings to the side and on hold

To the side of the road where nothing grows

It just dies and everyone goes by

What they're told rubbernecks can't cry so they drive slow

With curious eyes to my show

I'm coughing up my insides and exposed what i've been trying to hide

Behind closed

My skin and bones are nothing but run 'em up

And i've been thinking about love since I was 5 years old

And it hurts for you to see me like this

Weak and lifeless

Why do you treat me like shit

Another dead beaten white kid

And I buy you roses

Size the ropes if you decide to

Throw this away cuz it'll survive with the vultures who can't die

I suppose it's the oldest tricks taught by

Dogs to men cuz in the end we all play dead

And roll over in our graves to play pens

Cuz books are love that written

Whats this to play with pens

Who take offense and just sit on their hands

And its like i'm a bad shot when it comes to games of chance

And I rain dance just to see the wheels spin again

Cuz you're always the cowboy and i'm always the Indians

[hook]

It has it's highs and it's lows

It has it's highs and it's lows

It has it's high ha high's

It has it's low la low's

It has it's high ha high's

It has it's low la low's

[verse 2]

Cuz it's hallow jack that makes my globe flat

And my road map, yo when i go back

To follow my tracks

Misguided trip wired

Pain slipped in fire

Sick and tired

Point the finger when the trigger misfires

Cuz i caught karma tho looking in the horoscope

And cut my hands picking up the pieces once my heart broke

Cuz the bloods on my hands

And the love's on my sleeves

Cuz nothings what it means

And nothings what it seems

[bridge]

And i'm high enough to see the sky isn't blue

I'm high enough to fly if I wanted to

I'm high enough to think it's just me and you

But low enough to realize it won't come true

Cuz the truth hurts the proof is in the nerves

In my stomach

The pains I get that I mistake for hungers

Cuz I can play with numbers and see that 1 is the loneliest

But even with a 100 in crowds i'm still alone and it's

My own elixir hone your pitcher keep em closer quick enough for me to feel it hold it, shit gets to the point

When there's no middle ground

And I can't tell if i'm falling of floating

Or if I'm going up or down

If I'm going up or down

If I'm going up or down