[Hook]

Tell me would you really wanna ride?

And tell me would you really wanna die?

Cause’ I been with this shit for a long time

I don’t think that I can ever part

‘Cause everything too hard lately

Wish you could have been there at the start

Back when they would all say he was crazy

It’s what it feel like when you don’t know who you are

[Verse 1]

Thinking about you, thinking about this

I been thinking about everything, I was in the abyss

Try’na turn myself into everything that I wish

Had to take a moment to see if I still exist

Risk, had it all on the line

I missed, my shot fall every time

And I’m hoping that I’m fine, but the moments never mine

Relaying it over and over I think I might

I might just do this, might just do that

Might just live life, or might just quit rappin'

Yeah, but you know it’s all cappin'

‘Cause I worked too hard to do that

Looking back 15 when I started this journey

Came out the gate swinging nothing happening early

Nothing happening midway, nothing happening late

Ego bruised from the weight, I had to escape

Responsibility a muh-fucka happening quick

Raps pushed to the side like a cup in the sink

The fuck do you think? Haven’t felt any luck in a blink

Until she told me that she love me, I’m the luckiest prick

[Hook]

Tell me would you really wanna ride?

And tell me would you really wanna die?

Cause’ I been with this shit for a long time

I don’t think that I can ever part

‘Cause everything too hard lately

Wish you could have been there at the start

Back when they would all say he was crazy

It’s what it feel like when you don’t know who you are

[Verse 2]

Been thinking bout it lately, where did I go wrong?

Never been one to go off and writing a slow song

Roll something, nah bruz, I do this shit sober

So when it blows over give you the cold shoulder

My heart cold, difficult I suppose

Been through a couple things I wish I could do over

But when you think like that, life move slower

It gives you some more time for things you should let go of

Minimal mindstate, ain’t matching my rhyme rate

I’m up late, try’na get the cake but man I can’t bake

You on the line? Listen, I hear the time ticking

I got some shit that I need to do ‘for I meet my fate

Sick of doing some ignant shit on the weekend

My blood brother OD’d man why would I be here?

Bigger fish I need to fry, I jump in the deep end

But I would rather be at home, catching up on sleeping

What you pray about are only insecurities

And I been try’na rid my life of all of the impurities

Thinking like this, is something that is new to me

So I put it in writing you can read it at my eulogy

[Hook]

Tell me would you really wanna ride?

And tell me would you really wanna die?

Cause’ I been with this shit for a long time

I don’t think that I can ever part

‘Cause everything too hard lately

Wish you could have been there at the start

Back when they would all say he was crazy

It’s what it feel like when you don’t know who you are