Gunmetal and teeth and nails and

Every wrongdoing that you sought

I won't forgive forget but accept

The social harlots I once held dear

Their fingers they pondered they pointed they pricked

How they tried to choose what I should become

From accomplished eyes who always shall care

About what others will think of them

I don't miss the memories or the jaded nights of all the past

Everytime I try to do so I remember the razorburn slice that you lеft

Deep in my heart spilling all the marrow out from my mind

And now all you've lеft me to see is the rotten waste that's left of my time

I'll admit that we have things that we need to work through

But the only work you were willing to give was finding a new reason

I'm still clawing for all of the answers

But all I can see is the blood that I've left behind

I'm still clawing for all of the answers

But all I can see is the blood that I've left behind

So many enemies that I've made within this lifetime

Another road that I carved out to steer very clear of

I've lost my friends and now I've lost my only family

All of you bastards think you know me better I know than me

But yeah all of you are much more accomplished than I will ever be

I don't want to admit that I'm fully content with my poverty

If it means I'll never be anything like you

So stuck in your own twisted ways of thinking

I'll run as far as I can and press against that wall

So that I might become one with the silent mass of concrete

And you'll forever say that it's not your fault but I can tell

That the guilt is slowly eating you alive in your own hell

I'm still clawing for all of the answers

But all I can see is the blood that I've left behind

I'm still clawing for all of the answers

But all I can see is the blood that I've left behind

Gunmetal and teeth and nails and

Every wrongdoing that you sought

I won't forgive forget but accept

The social harlots I once held dear

Their fingers they pondered they pointed they pricked

How they tried to choose what I should become

From accomplished eyes who always shall care

You're all fucking dead to me