[Verse 1: Oliver Kasady]

I been half awake for like six months or more

I don't have the damn strength to pick myself up off the floor

And I can tell you that I'm changing, but I never feel too sure

Because I'm constantly on the run from things that I ignore

And that's the problem, maybe I ignore too much

I been cold to the heart, yeah, I been cold to the touch

Popping off excuses just to lean on 'em like a crutch

And reaching out closed up is nothing more than a punch

I wanna be the person I been trying to be

But I've got two personalities that's fighting to me

I been looking in the mirror and don't like what I see

And I been tryna think clearer, but... but...

I haven't been trying and hiding from it is killing me

And at some point, I have to start taking responsibility

I'll just wait until what's left of me gets washed ashore

Until then, I been... I been...

[Chorus: Kovin Kestnar]

I been fucking up for like six months or more

I feel it in my gut, but yet it's something I ignore

And when I've had enough, I'm always coming back for more

That's why I'm fucking up for like six months or more

Fired from my job, now I'm back to self loathing

Feeling like a slob, wearing oversized clothing

Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing

Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing

[Verse 2: Graffik]

I just had a touch down flight, man, I swear to God

I would never lie about no price, man, I swear to God

You can't run into me, man, I'm living large

Diamonds on my wrist, I'm chilling with the stars

I be on the strip, I'm with the fucking mob

I can't take a little bit, I need a lot

We gon' play it smart, we gon' play it smart (Yeah)

We don't hang with sharks, gon' and play your part (Yeah)

We gon' fuck around and we gon' lose one

Y'all gon' fuck around and you gon' lose some (But y'all gon' lose some)

We been getting awards, homie, choose one

Yeah, I got bigger MACs, the extendo attached (Yeah)

We in your crib with that

Yeah, you don't wan' see that

You don't wan' see (No)

I look to the skies and I ask, "Why is it this?" Yeah

(Why is it this? Yeah)

[Chorus: Kovin Kestnar]

I been fucking up for like six months or more

I feel it in my gut, but yet it's something I ignore

And when I've had enough, I'm always coming back for more

That's why I'm fucking up for like six months or more

Fired from my job, now I'm back to self loathing

Feeling like a slob, wearing oversized clothing

Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing

Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing

[Outro: Kovin Kestnar]

I been fucking up for like six months or more

I feel it in my gut, but yet it's something I ignore

And when I've had enough, I'm always coming back for more

That's why I'm fucking up for like six months or more

Fired from my job, now I'm back to self loathing

Feeling like a slob, wearing oversized clothing

Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing

Fuck a nine to five, I'm a wall of self loathing