Shawn just a youngin

Grew up 1 brother just his mother no husband

Never met his father well

Saw him as a toddler and

Thought that is was normal for the fam to never prosper plus

Finna have a daughter but his girl don't even call her

Watched his little brother day to day he getting taller

Thinking to his self like don't you end up like me

Everyday a movie he be shooting that's a Spike Lee

Always wore a white tee

Knew that he grimy

Never used his head he’d just do it word to Nike

Father he denied him and

Plus his plug supplied him and

Looked into his mothers eyes he knew that she despised and

She would try to guide him always would advise him

He used to the system hope the judge don't indict him but

He ain't even worried cause

Life was fucking blurry

And Honestly he wished his life was over in a hurry

Kenji thats his brother 12 years breathing

Shawn just want the best for him but he still thieving

Walked up in his room and asked what he was doing

Hard for him to sleep last night from all the shooting

Shawn just looked and went to change the topic

Gave his bro a crisp 20 bill out his wallet

Asked him bout his school and

Asked him views but

Kenji saw the tv and asked shawn about the news and

Looked at shawn and asked if he would always stay safe

Told him yes but in reality thats gray shade see

Shawn he was a target cause he was cold hearted and

Niggas want him dead something like dearly departed but

Shawn he ain't living with a purpose

Everyday he clownin yeah something like the circus

Truly felt alone looked in the mirror said I'm worthless

Plus the life he lived he knew was hotter than a furnace

Kenji losing Shawn something that he couldn't fathom

Knew that the everybody looked at him like he the bad son

Product of environment

Nothing was inspiring

Never had a job could give a fuck bout a retirement

Shawn ain't never changed he just doing what he used to

Robbing, kicking doors, toting straps is what he glued to

You know that old saying dig ya own grave

Can't be mad at the collision when you pick ya own lane

Later that evening

Shawn was still scheming

Body full perks, eyes red just like a demon

40 in his hand full clip heavy breathing

Bout to hit a lock and don't mind leave the nigga bleeding

He got the drop and followed dude inside the store

He walked out with a sprite was prolly bout to pour a four

Wasn't even dark shawn hot just like a kettle and

He was hooded ready for action like he Melo and

Damn life can be fucked

Drive by tryna catch shawn and wet him up

Shawn started jetting and

Ran up the block he

Hid behind a house but he still heard the shots and

Shots cleared shawn returned to the scene

4 people layed that shit looked just like a dream

Happened to be kenji with that $20 in his jeans

Bullet in his head in his back and his spleen

Sad you live ya life wrecking

Gotta think about the folks you that could be affecting

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