Released on December 17, 2011

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[Verse 1: Professor Green]

Never needed a hand up, I did it all alone

With no dad to make a man of me, I did it on my own

A victim of condition, now I'm conditioned for the cold

Even though I know what's missing there's no filling this hole

Escaping a whole heap of problems

Isolating instead of facing

I always attract the women who think that I need saving

Even though I'm the only person I could put any faith in

Face it, I'm jaded and happily so

What would I have to hold it if I let all the anarchy go?

Can't take the praise, I just clam up and choke

Just know I better deal with hatred and handle it so


[Hook: Haydon]

My back's against the wall, there's nowhere else to go

And I can't hear you calling, who's gonna catch me when I fall?

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?

And I'm forever falling

Who's gonna catch me when I fall?


[Verse 2: Professor Green]

See what I got in this world? That's how come

I can't sleep without popping a pill now

Felt it come back up but I'm still down

Just back to convincing myself that I'm ill now

See with me the stress manifests physically, still in me

Is this fear of happiness and it's killing me

I can't control it yet I worry about things that are out of my control and I'm folded

I ain't never letting this introvert out

In a lonely home that could have been but isn't our house

But I ain't in the mood to have any visitors round

So I hide away, my curtains have been drawn so long

I couldn't tell you if its night or day

So how I feel is the only way that I can hide the pain

People try and help but I shy away

A problem shared is a problem halved

But I care for you too much to make this problem ours

Who knows where this problem starts

Come on Stephen, get to manning up

Scared ain't something that I'm man enough to be

Or even you get to be, how am I meant to handle what I'm seeing?

They just found my daddy hanging from a tree


[Hook: Haydon]


[Bridge: Haydon]

Trying to find myself

I don't know where to go from here

Losing my strength

So save me again


[Hook: Haydon]

So save me again


[Hook: Haydon]