[Verse 1]
I'm reaching in the past for the dead
All this time falling through my hands
Tryna bring back what I can't
Tryna keep it all for my son
Somebody get this mirror from me
I'm starting to see my father
All of these memories ugly
Tryna keep 'em from my daughter
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm fighting ghosts, can't come to the phone
I'm not at home, I'm lost and alone
Lost and alone, you don't wanna see me alone
[Chorus]
Will you come out to the deep end with me
Where it's dark and my mind need fixing
Where the burden's too heavy to carry?
I got drugs that I just can't kick
Are you afraid of the deep end, baby?
Are you afraid that ya just can't fix me?
My head falls underwater
I got drugs that I just can't kick
[Verse 2]
I'm rеaching in the past for the dead
I'm rеplaying the things that were said
A table full of women seeing red
Let's put a little boy in charge of cleaning up the mess
Too heavy to shoulder the moment
Move Heaven and Earth and some oceans
Would you meet the new family opponents?
A brand-new storm and some locusts
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm fighting ghosts, can't come to the phone
I'm not at home, I'm lost and alone
Lost and alone, you don't wanna see me alone
[Chorus]
Will you come out to the deep end with me
Where it's dark and my mind need fixing
Where the burden's too heavy to carry?
I got drugs that I just can't kick
Are you afraid of the deep end, baby?
Are you afraid that ya just can't fix me?
My head falls underwater
I got drugs that I just can't kick
[Bridge]
I'm reaching in the past for the dead (Ooh)
Mm, nobody got a gun like mine
Better the murder, they fall behind
And have nightmares of these fires, don't know where I'm supposed to go
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm fighting ghosts, can't come to the phone
I'm not at home, I'm lost and alone
I can't break these chains alone, don't make me beg you
[Chorus]
Will you come out to the deep end with me
Where it's dark and my mind need fixing
Where the burden's too heavy to carry?
I got drugs that I just can't kick
Are you afraid of the deep end, baby?
Are you afraid that ya just can't fix me?
My head falls underwater
I got drugs that I just can't kick
[Outro]
Just save your breath for me
Don't even say my name
Don't save me