Released on October 8, 2021

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[Intro]

(Swallowed way too much, couldn’t handle it)


[Verse 1]

(And I’ve been) Feelin’ like a feelin’ that I couldn’t keep feelin’

So it’s short lived, warm and appealin’

And I’m dealing’ with the real

No other way to heal

So tomorrow’s happiness I’mma steal

Kick back, crack open the Jack

Chug it down ‘til I drown, there ain’t no goin’ back

Blackout and then I lash out

‘Til I need a bail out of jail

Six ales as I get out

Give it to me stat


[Pre-Chorus]

(And I’ve been out drinking)


[Chorus]

And I’ve been drinking liquor

The taste is getting bitter

And I’ve been getting sicker

My brain is so disgusted

And I’ve been drinking Liquor

My hand is on the trigger

My hand is on the trigger

My hand is on the...

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[Verse 2]

Suicidal

Always in a state of self denial

Life’s a downward spiral, live it long enough and you’ll see it after awhile

I wrestle with disasters and dread

Day to day contemplate silvers in my head

Fell asleep alive and woke up dead

Optimist-pessimist, wrong signs read

My sick brain gains disdain

Insanity reigns inside and I abide by the pain

Chain reaction of chaos when I lost my way

Day or night

Fight or flight

Nerves in disarray

I express myself best in a bottle of cheer

Raise your glasses high for another bad year

I gotta death wish and you need to steer clear

Just leave me to myself, my whiskey and beer


[Chorus]

And I’ve been drinking liquor

The taste is getting bitter

And I’ve been getting sicker

My brain is so disgusted

And I’ve been drinking Liquor

My hand is on the trigger

My hand is on the trigger

My hand is on the... x2


[Bridge]

Down the drain, I go now

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[Pre-Chorus]

(And I’ve been out drinking)


[Chorus]

And I’ve been drinking liquor

The taste is getting bitter

And I’ve been getting sicker

My brain is so disgusted

And I’ve been drinking Liquor

My hand is on the trigger

My hand is on the trigger

My hand is on the...

X2