[Verse: 1]

My life a book, but I’m stuck up on the same chapter 

I need a change, to the point nothin' else matters

My palms sweaty, I’ve been hidin' my anxiety 

My OCD can’t lie, truly bothers me 

[Verse: 2]

I know my music helps you cope, it is therapeutic 

I spent my whole life walkin' around, feelin' worthless

There’s a lot more, when you look beneath the surface

Just know that you’re not alone, and you do deserve it

[Verse: 3]

Hopin' one day, maybe, will be understood 

And, say goodbye to depression, that has left me shook

You see resentment, when you look into my eyes 

But, one thing's for certain, you won’t take away my pride 

[Verse: 4]

I struggle, too, tryna find the words to say 

So, have to write it down, only way I can explain 

I feel I’m on the verge, where I wanna run away 

There’s not a single drug that can take away this pain

[Chorus]

These walls are cavin' in

I’m losin' all my strength 

This world has got me

Down, down, down, down, down 

No one to call a friend

They all leave, in the end 

I’m feelin' hella

Down, down, down, down, down 

[Verse: 5]

Another day where I’m drownin' in my misery 

The things that used to bring me pleasure, don’t mean shit to me 

I guess my dopamine is lower than it should've been 

And, how come every time I speak, no one listening?

[Verse: 6]

I thought that changin' my environment was the solution 

But, my problems still follow, there is no improvement 

I see a failure, when I look into the mirror 

But, everyone around me see a winner, it is clear 

[Verse: 7]

I cannot go on like this another fuckin' year

Even God, I’ve been neglecting, life is not what it appears 

Dancin' with the devil, got my finger on the trigger 

I’m so close to givin' in, but I know I’m not a quitter

[Verse: 8]

I’m a broken record, you can sense that I am fed up

I’ll tell you how I feel, you’ll just say to keep my head up 

Maybe it is true, I am cursed, it’s in my genes 

Been handed down a century, there’s no point in helpin' me (noo)

[Chorus]

These walls are cavin' in

I’m losin' all my strength 

This world has got me

Down, down, down, down, down 

No one to call a friend

They all leave, in the end 

I’m feelin' hella

Down, down, down, down, down

[Verse: 9]

Why do I still dwell on things I can’t fix? 

My emotions get the best of me, a sad trip

Have good intentions, but I’ve been lost in the abyss 

I pray, I find my way out, before my heart quits 

[Verse: 10]

You can call me pessimistic, I won’t disagree 

I see life through a different lens, practically 

I stay alone, to protect my own sanity 

I’m fearin' of the unknown, waitin' anxiously 

[Verse: 11]

Don’t worry, keep goin', everything will be okay

Be happy, why you sad? That is all they ever say

I’m mad, I’m stressed, put my limits to the test

Got everything I wanted, yet I am such a mess

[Verse: 12]

Truthfully, I should prob'ly pray to God, more

And practice gratitude, the key to open new doors 

I’m stubborn, I admit it, that’s a huge flaw 

I feel like bein' stressed has become my new job 

Chorus:

These walls are cavin' in

I’m losin' all my strength 

This world has got me

Down, down, down, down, down 

No one to call a friend

They all leave, in the end 

I’m feelin' hella

Down, down, down, down, down