[Verse 1]
Wake up with a weight upon my chest
You're fast asleep
I listen to your breath
Can we still be great
Is there enough time left
To make your proud and live without regret
My mind is plagued with things that I don't say
I suck it up and choose to start the day
Cause that's the one thing
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I'm scared to death that I might lose my health
Fade away before the cards are dealt
One too many times I cross the line
Will I lose myself to a damaged mind?
Will I fuck it up and cause her pain
My father's son, I change my name
About to break the pressure just to run
I swallow it down
I won't show my crush
[Hook] (x2)
[Hook] + [Post-Hook]
My fear, my pride
My double life
My darker side
[Bridge]
All these little white lies
This is the place I hide
[Hook] + [Post-Hook]
[Hook] + [Post-Hook 2]
My fear of trust
My wanderlust
I want to run
He thinks it’s best that she does not know. Ignorance is bliss.