[Intro]

Last night, just like I wanna tell you somethin'

[Verse 1]

I've been talkin' to the mirror like it's someone else

Tryna recognize the face, but I don't know myself

I've been drownin' in my thoughts, it's like a private hell

Smile for the world, but inside I'm unwell

All these fake friends, yeah, they love when I'm up

Disappear quick when I'm down on my luck

Used to open up, now I keep it all tucked

'Cause the ones I trusted, man, they broke that trust

I've been prayin', but I don't feel heard

These scars on my heart still burn

Every lesson in pain I learned

Guess peace is somethin' I gotta earn

[Chorus]

I lost myself again, tryin' to make them proud

Smilin' in the storm, but Lord I'm breakin' down

They see the light, but they don't see the sound

Of the voice in my head that won't calm down

Tell me who I am when the lights go dim (Things have changed)

I've been facin' all my demons, tryna find Him (Things have changed)

They say pain don't last, but it's sinkin' in (Things have changed)

Yeah, I lost myself again (Just like her loneliness, I've been spendin')

[Verse 2]

I've been feelin' like a ghost in my own skin

People say they love me, but I don't let 'em in

Every "You'll be fine" just feels pretend

They don't know the nights I wish would end

I'm stuck in my ways, I admit that

Fake a smile, hide pain with a quick laugh

Every scar on my soul got a mismatch

With the hope I had, can't get that back

And I'm tired of tryna fix what's broken

Words don't mean much when they're never spoken

I'm wide awake while my heart's still dozin'

In a world where love feels frozen

[Chorus]

I lost myself again, tryin' to make them proud

Smilin' in the storm, but Lord I'm breakin' down

They see the light, but they don't see the sound

Of the voice in my head that won't calm down (Oh)

Tell me who I am when the lights go dim (Yeah, it's a shame)

I've been facin' all my demons, tryna find Him (Yeah, it's a shame)

They say pain don't last, but it's sinkin' in (Yeah, it's a shame)

Yeah, I lost myself again (It's like I'm about to say it, baby)

[Bridge]

They tell me keep faith, but I'm losin' it

Say, “Trust God,” but I'm bruisin' quick

Maybe pain's the way He's provin' it

That the dark don't win if I'm choosin' it

But I'm tired of the lessons that hurt

Tired of my worth bein' tied to the dirt

Tired of smilin' like I'm healed, when I'm not

Tired of prayin' just to feel forgot

[Chorus]

I lost myself again, tryin' to make them proud

Smilin' in the storm, but Lord I'm breakin' down

They see the light, but they don't see the sound

Of the voice in my head that won't calm down (Ooh)

Tell me who I am when the lights go dim (Things have changed)

I've been facin' all my demons, tryna find Him (Things have changed)

They say pain don't last, but it's sinkin' in (Things have changed)

Yeah, I lost myself again (Just like I wanted to feel)

[Outro]

If you ever feel alone, just know I did too

But somehow, I made it through