Verse 1

At times I feel like a disappointment its annoying

What did I do wrong I guess that's friendship for yah

Your friend walking towards you. you nod your head you feel embarrassed at what they said like "please leave dont come talk to me" feelin low key? I really hope things dont separate us from the way we were back then change? yeah, your different now coming from a picture I held from a jacket I found. The past seemed like it was yesterday I was riding on the school bus one day dreams I thought I had locked away was in my backpack

Imagine your future was just a pen and a notepad hopefully mom and dad are proud

Im glad I was sad and happy at the same time cus the rhymes can heal what you struggle through

Remember when I would care what people thought about me?

Dont get too distracted on what you do in life this dream came with a price

Main Chorus :

Theirs so many things that I wish I could change just give me some paint and ill sit down and find a way to create another name for the life we live today

Let go of the past and face it

Wish we could erase it

At times life is falling in reverse so we chase it

Yeah, we just go through changes

Verse 2

Everybody wants to change, but not everyone wants to change

Being perfect isn't somethin I am a custom to

Social media wants to brand it the way they want to

Poisoning our planet, infesting it with competition

Being better than the other person

Cus, sometimes Idk

Verse 3

Yeah, I guess that's life and ill have to breath it in

Never again Ill ever trust my sins Im human that's a problem everyone faces when they get up and chase a dream they love pursuing

Back in 10th grade they would call me stupid

Laugh at my music

Listen to it at the parties just for their amusement

I would hide not wanting to show my face in front of the curtains

I felt worthless and nervous not wanting to do this

But look at what we did so far

Shooting for the stars

I gave up my heart to God

He was there when no one else was

When everything else is falling apart

He was right there at the start

To my day ones keep yourself on Guard