This is not how it's supposed to be

My spark of light so dim. Unseen

Negativity just floats adrift and no

You never know when it may cross your ship

Emptiness has drawn on this tree

The bark has left the inside unseen

And with a blow the spark stops its glow

And then nothing comes out of the seed that has

Grown

Sick, my body's gone sick

Too much fog on the shore

Where the light glowed before

Getting wet by the drip, now the wick's caught in the

Mist

Glowing it used to be, glowing it used to be

Covered with brown green leaves

But a cold wind blow that kept its glow from shining

Frozen soul, leafless watch these leaves drop

Down, turned around like a fish out of reach

From the water on the beach

While the cats lick their paws with these

As they wait for the feast

When the mist's adrift, the ship will pass

The sunrise, above the clouds, before the grass

When the mist's adrift, the ship will pass

The sun will rise again and clear the path

If there was sap left in this tree

It would reach to every leaf

And its breathing would start

All the lights that had died out in the dark

But it's too cold to breathe

There's no more dreams of real life, I see

Unseen. It feels real strange to me, no more leaves

Only this mist I see

Holding me, surrounding me

Soaking up the sap that feeds, revitalizes me

No more heat to give the seeds

There's only mist between our reach but still too cold

To feel at ease

Need its rays to come and touch me

Well this is what I love, then why's it killing me?

How did it come to this

Or have I gone to that?

This leafless soul has left me without a branch

And with the light so dim

Disguising everything

Just wish this mist

Would rise up and clear away

So that my seeds that fell along the way, along the

Way

Could spark the light that blew away 'n' blew away 'n'

Blew away 'n' blew

My soul will thaw and to me do so

The branch will leak, some light should show

Although this mist is thick and lasts

There's hope that light will clear the path