Released on January 4, 2020

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I‘ve been talking to the silence

I've been talking to the demons inside me

But they ignore me as well as you do

I didn’t love you, but your lies

Still hate myself and hope to die

Why can't I feel something new

And again the sun goes up

One more day, one more cut

I'm ok, I’m alright

But feelin' fuckin' dead inside

I want to go back

Cancel my last step

I want to go back

Now I see I did mistakes

I see things die and they die in my hands

I want to go back

(I want to go back)

I've been skatin' around, thinkin' of beautiful days

But now I'm dealin' with the fact that I‘m just waste of space

And I ’wanna go back though I’ve got nothin' to say

It is an affection of me that I can not explain

I always wanted to be, but I never was who I am

I would, I could, I wish I was, but I always tried to pretend

And now I regret things I’ve done

I act like I'm fine, fillin' my time

With people who're tryin’ to fill me with lies

Crossin' the line, then hiding inside

I 'wanna start over but I'm locked in my mind

I act like I'm fine, fillin' my time

With people who're trying to fill me with lies

Crossin' the line, then hiding inside

I 'wanna start living but I'm locked in my mind

I want to go back

Cancel my last step

I want to go back

Now I see I did mistakes

I see things die and they die in my hands

I want to go back

Yeah, I want to go back

I want to go back

Cancel my last step

I want to go back

Now I see I did mistakes

I see things die and they die in my hands

I want to go back

Yeah, I want to go back

(Cancel my last step)

(Now I see I did mistakes)

(And they die in my hands)

(I want to go back)

I want to go back

Cancel my last step

I want to go back

Now I see I did mistakes

I see things die and they die in my hands

I want to go back

Yeah, I want to go back

I want to go back

Cancel my last step

I want to go back

Now I see I did mistakes

I see things die and they die in my hands

I want to go back

Yeah, I want to go back