[Intro]

"There's no such thing as love, without the anticipation of loss. You know it's ridiculous. You know it's ridiculous while you're experiencing it. You know, that most people manage to listen to their messages, and eat lunch, and organise themselves to take a shower and go out of the front door, and that it's not a big deal. And yet, you are nonetheless in its grip and you are unable to figure out any way around it."

I've been tryin' to resist

It ain't meant to be

Siege of brain, singed my pain

And it comforts me

Though at night my eyеlids twitch

Twist in 180

If I won't feel the strain, I won't fall asleep

I need something to distract my head

Rеstful peace brings too much to digest

If only I could disappear and then

Become a poltergeist on your windowsill

Static noise drones

Behind my eyes buzzing between the temples

Daunting thoughts

Swinging back and forth like the scythes

May I get close?

It'll keep talkin' and talkin' until I'll blow a gun

I've been stuck under debris and you could sort it out

But the hurt has sealed the veins, why would you give a fuck?

If I get myself a tie, won't even feel goin' numb

It'll keep talkin' and talkin' until I blow a gun

I've been here out of place, I don't belong the crowd

And when you see a golden lining ring the raining clouds

I hope you know it would be me reaching for you out

Keep, keep, keep, keep, keep, keep

In your memory

Keep, keep, keep, keep, keep

I will come for me, me

But please, you see, I want to live

I'm just so hurt to even feel me bleed

Feel me, feel me, feel me

Feel me, feel me bleed

Every time I try to sit still

I can't help but sacrifice

All of those little fractions of my head straight to my heart

And every second it gets harder to get up, to wake up

To fill up the space around those who don't give a fuck

God, I don't even know why I'm writing all these songs

I try to feel less pathetic in my consistency of thoughts

But how it even matters, when all I do feel is loss

Though it's the only way I realise I've been in love

Keep, keep, keep, keep, keep, keep

In your memory

Keep, keep, keep, keep, keep

I will come for me, me

But please, you see, I want to live

I'm just so hurt to even feel me bleed

You reminded me of stars

I gaze up to feel how far you are

It'll be alright