[Verse 1]
On the stand in the aftermath
I was barely there
And it did not go as planned
It was all a dream
And I could not wait
To be uncreated
[Chorus]
Ill at ease
Ill at ease
Ill at ease
Ill at ease
[Post-Chorus]
I don't stand up for what I believe in
I've been buried alive
But feel delighted
[Refrain]
Let's carve ourselves a tiny space to live in
And mutually assure our self destruction
Cause all the things I love are things that kill me
And all the things I dread aren't really there
[Verse 2]
Out of hand
But within my grasp
The sensation passes
After 30 lashes
Motivate me to be awake
It's a make or break
But I'm mostly feeling ill at ease
[Chorus]
Ill at ease
Ill at ease
Ill at ease
Ill at ease
[Post-Chorus]
I don't stand up for what I believe in
I've been buried alive
But feel delighted
[Refrain]
Let's carve ourselves a tiny space to live in
(It's not OK)
And mutually assure our self destruction
(It's not OK)
Cause all the things I love are things that kill me
(It's not OK)
And all the things I dread aren't really there
(It's not OK)