When I was born

From the ashes feet first

There was a thing

I desired the most

Not cultivation

Not motherly warmth

All I wanted was hate

I tried to forget

And I tried to forgive

There wasn't much left

I could easily believe

Hate is what I give

And what I receive

That's why they call me insane

Insane is what I am and I want to be

You can't stop the growth

Of my insanity

My crazy mind force me

To live in a cave

That's when I started

To dig my own grave

Sometimes I believe

I was chosen to kill

I know that I'm losing

Control of my will

It isn't a dream

That I try to fulfill

It's nothing, but a constraint

Sometimes I wonder

Am I just the one

Why was I chosen

To get this job done

I know that you think

I'm nothing but scum

But that's what I want you to think

Insane is what I am and I want to be

You can't stop the growth

Of my insanity

My crazy mind force me

To live in a cave

That's when I started

To dig my own grave