Let's leave our heads for a day

When you got sick you said

Let's leave our heads for a day

When you got sick you said to wait for it to change

But it grew when you left and

I'm stuck with this weight on my chest

I'm betting on the breakers

I'm stuck with myself and the fact that I couldn't see

Through a thirteen year old lens

Which lends myself to believe

That I'm breathing in the same sea

That you breathed

The cancer that you fought

It brought a lot of pain

I'm itching at an old wound

I'm stitching up the seams

I get comfort from tales that I've heard

When you'd grab your girl and say

"I love you more than the dawn on the sea

Oh, what you mean to me."

It's a far cry to say I got away