[Verse]

Just know I'm never slipping, you tripping, you think I’m losing?

You must have forgotten about all that late night cruising

I don't wanna take you back to all the 'abbings and the ’ootings

Kitties in the front room banging up and booting

It's a cold world, I live it like I love it, call me Putin

Vladimir, can't lie I'm glad I'm here

Cause I done lost a bag of pears and I'm fuming

Shit I go crazy, I go ham and I go stupid

Still I know a reptile when I see one, I ain't stupid

Man I kissed that snake like Jesus kissed Judas

Kill 'em with success, I’ve got ’em stressed, man I'm a nuisance

Real life shit, they bagged my dawgy up in Luton

Man this lifestyle’s gruеsome

Terrible likе twosome, Young Offenders Institution

YOI, why oh why? Oh cause I sold white

Now I'm sitting in a cell watching time go by

Thinking I ain't ever tryna go back but I might

Cah this is how I'm living man, the flame’s turned up

And I be out before the jakes turn up

I'm from a busy street, James Turner

I used to get high up in my show and write bars

I should've been in booth but old habits die hard

Expecting me to starve, nah I'd rather take the charge

No bail I get remand, blowing endo on the yard

Thinking '013 I was the best newcomer by far

Man I used to ring bells now I'm setting off alarms

I won't get it off my chest without letting off those arms

Storm before the calm man, I'm the calm before the storm

Wild from unborn G, my life weren't like yours

I would've done you like Jaws, did that YOI tour

I had that hammer like Thor

Shit I was in and out of juvies but it started off in secures

Young and white from the hood, I've been feeling insecure

And dad don't see his son, don't tell him what his son saw

I had a hundred chances but if I had one more

I probably would've done more cause I can't see my mum poor

So my intentions are pure when I come through your front door

And you know what I've come for, don't feel sorry for yourself

You know money rules the world, you gotta get it

My lifestyle hellish, smashing down pellets

Dirty like Dennis, I'll be peckish till I perish

You ain't about that life, you're Anuvahood Kenneth

And lately I've been dwelling on some memories I cherish

Thin line between love and hate, mind where you're stepping

Still it's Stone Island jumper and my Endo

I just got a nine-piece, where's the Benzo?

My soldier ain't tryna stack, he's tryna spend dough

But money lower makes you wonder where your friends go

It's like I went hard and never went home

Homeless in a trackie with some smokers

Shit I was in it balls deep, there ain't a friendzone

I'm flying on the A12, lying on eight bells

Line on eight bills, weed all in the air still

And I can't glorify my life, I just do it to survive like I'm Bear Grylls

Ain't no houses on hills, cats, pipes and syringes

Franky in between 'em like I'm Will, ambition bigger than Shaquille

Kitties phoning me for deals when I need one myself

Man this lifestyle's surreal, had me in the can

Mandem said "you're about to blow" and I just wanna come home

And my lifestyle's surreal