When I think about you and all the things that we been through

You an angel, you was gold at the end of the rainbow

For the time that we spent I was thankful

When I think about you and all the things that we been through

You the devil, you love bite harder than a pitbull

You make me wanna put my pistol to my temple

I've cried a million tears

I've cried a million

I was livin' out my dream now I'm in a nightmare

Tossin' and turnin' this life ain't fair

I'm dyin' from the pain tryin' to get through but it's tough

Life ain't a movie and love ain't enough

Everybody warned me I didn't wanna listen

Now I'm all alone gettin' stoned and trippin'

I must have been a phase

Thought it was forever now I'm livin' in a daze

Starin' at the blue sky but it looks gray today

Ain't no super hero gonna come save the day

You can cut the tension with a blunt razor blade

Then she packed up her clothes and she faded away

Time will heal all wounds but what about now

I'm in shock and I'm hurt deep down

Nothin' can make it better not even fuckin' a hoe

Not even if I'm rockin' at a sold out show

I'm not a loser I ain't lookin' for no pitty shit

I'm just tryin' to get it out I'm feelin' like an idiot

I even made her a song

Asked her to marry me that didn't last long

We signed on the dot she still had a question

She never really got me or my profession

I really really thought that she was my best friend

I must have forgot, will I ever learn a lesson

Probably not, I'm a stupid motherfucker sometimes

Cryin' as I write every single one of these lines

Tears fallin' down my cheeks all over a bimbo

She took my confidence and threw it out the window

Left me in the house all I got is my dog breeze

I'm just tryin' to heal god take away the pain please

I showed her how to take a bong hit of Mary Jane

We used to lay up in the bed and listen to the rain

We used to text every minute on the phone

Now I'm back from the tour and I'm sittin' all alone

I really thought my life was gonna be diffrent I'm wrong

Now I'm here writin' words to a song

That I don't wanna write, but I gotta get it out

I still hear her voice like she's walkin' through the house

I don't wanna go out and have a breakdown

I might see her with a new man downtown

I've cried a million tears

I've cried a million

I've cried a million tears

I've cried a million

When I think about you and all the things that we been through

You the best, you the heart still beatin' in my chest

You the reason I ain't settlin' for less

When I think about you and all the things that we been through

You the worst, carin' more about the money in your purse

Now I'm feelin' that your love is a curse

When I think about you and all the things that we been through

You an angel, you was gold at the end of the rainbow

For the time that we spent I was thankful

When I think about you and all the things that we been through

You the devil, you love bite harder than a pitbull

You make me wanna put my pistol to my temple

Love me and hold me 'cause I need to know that you'll be there

Love me and hold me 'cause I need to know that you'll be there

I've cried a million tears

I've cried a million

I've cried a million tears

I've cried a million

I've cried a million tears