[Verse 1]

Lightin' crosses on fire, in my bedroom

Every damn light in the way will gloom

I spit in god's face like I ghosted him

Made the lights of his room dim

I see Lucifer laughin', sayin' I'm already saved

Almost as Roblox "developers" bein' depraved

My damn halo's bent, my wings scorched

Demons dancin' 'round the circle, pass a torch

I'm the damn furnace who's got a pulse and a notebook

Chargin' my demons like bluetooth, playin' in my throat, look

Spittin' sermons in reverse, speakin' in my sleep

Woke up with a noose made of wires makin' me feel deep

Crucified onе of my stuffed animals for survival

Made graffiti art on the damn pastor's biblе

Homies say "i ain't sane", id be claiming "you ain't damn real"

After i shot myself in the head, bled out, and i called it a record deal

[Chorus]

Nah, this my own twisted, lifeless fantasies

After the devil laugh at tragedies

[Verse 2]

My hope is like a ripped cassette, i only play it when i can't sleep

The goddamn people censor all my words, like bleep

Make you stuck there in my basement

You'll probably never see your parents again

Nah, im your damn replacement

Say that after i threw you in a wolf den

Never see the light of day

Cause i made a couple riots

Ill be behind you when you away

Like a fat guy trying couple diets

[Chorus]

Nah, this my own twisted, lifeless fantasies

After the devil laugh at tragedies

[Verse 3]

My Hands Are Shakey

My Voice Is Aching

My Breath Is Quake-y

The Problems I'm Facing

No more contacts from where ya from

I think torturing being illegal is dumb

Imma name you 'scum'

When you cryin' in hell, ill laugh and hum

Chop off your limbs and make you numb

After popping cyanide bubble gum

Make you cause a heart attack

Just so you know, your soul won't be back

You won't be back

You won't be back

[Chorus]

Nah, this my own twisted, lifeless fantasies

After the devil laugh at tragedies