[Intro]

Im 'bout to sleep on this bro

Im so tired, ah

[Verse 1]

Father ain’t carin' bout my existence

The day, when i was born

Instead he makes it further away from my distance

The bastard's leavin’ me in a field of corn

Cause im now delirious, can't see from my eyes

Now im mysterious, through the clouds i fly

Cause the parade balloons take off

In the waste, lagoons, now its a fake off

I can't see myself in the mirror

I feel like im gone

I can flee with a bookshelf, and its clearer

Cause the area, the light will dawn

[Chorus]

Cause im stuck in a timelеss paradox

Instead he leavеs a lifeless equinox

Cause i dont trust 'em at all

Even though he gave me chance

Im not ever gon' trust 'em at all

When i die, he'll prance 'round my dead body

[Verse 2]

Cause im falling

I got no one

Issues with my legs, im crawling

Atleast i got some one

Why can’t i have fun

Telling, im saying i got a pun

Why can’t you see me

I hope you dont flee me

Write about me, on yo notebook

Dont fight me, im on a donnybrook

Pass me my inhaler, i need to breath

Im in my trailer, i gotta be fast to breath

This session so fun, i hope you stay here

And dont run, i know why it delay, there

I was twelve, when i took that inhale

I felt sheved, got to book that bale

Cause when i feel illmatic

Im prepared to be tactic

[Chorus]

Cause im stuck in a timeless paradox

Instead he leaves a lifeless equinox

Cause i dont trust 'em at all

Even though he gave me chance

Im not ever gon’ trust 'em at all

When i die, he'll prance 'round my dead body