[Verse]

I used to miss the days where

This type of stuff was fun

Holding my struggles here and there

Now I'm just on the point of being done

I might do drugs to get loopy

Watching cartoons with Snoopy

Was trying to watch my own words

Instead I just threw stones to birds

Cause I got the whole world watchin' on me

This stuff feel like paparazzi, leave me be

Nobody told me my soul was in

Rock bottom, the spikes are thin

People get referred to incidents they ain't wanna cause

I don't think the homies get a round of applausе

My throats so sore, felt like a void

Causе all this make me paranoid

Like people you loved in your childhood

They grew up to be a bad actor in the adulthood

They grew up to be a drug addict, clone of Diddy

Correlations of them clicked, they chased after a kiddy

They use them as their own puppet

The fire in the eyes lit

I dont show my face cause I think I'm ugly

They would call me Spongebob teeth

That mind of thought flew above me

That pile of lies they spread fell beneath

I just make alter egos to not feel alone

But music feels like talking to a mirror

Callin' my own home on my phone

Have I ever made my own information clearer?

Probably not

Anxiety's the only thing these past days I fought

Music and songs the thing keepin' me happy

Always missin' grandpappy

He been dead for 2 years

Not like if anybody cares or hears

Felt silent like an abandoned Sears

My soul the only thing bursting into tears

Let me go, and give up

Should let me go, and give, up

Let me go, and give up

Should let me go, and give, up