acceptance - Intellectual

[Intro]

Landfill

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when I'm saying that I’m so in love with you

I know that it’s hard for the both of us, hope that you know I still fuck with you

I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it, I wish you were proud of me

Lately, I’m doubting myself, it just hurts me that you ever doubted me

Promised myself wouldn’t cry again

You killed me once, I can’t die again

Some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck

Feels like I’m down on my luck

Ever since you went away, I feel like I can never feel right again

Tell you I miss you, you read it, I think I just fucked up my life again

I am so sick of this shit

Why can’t I just go and forget

That time that we kissеd

There is an ache in my hip and

It's all causе I carry these feelings

I’m counting my blessings

Always said I am the villain

I hope that one day I’m forgiven

I’m feeling the tension

I’m still making songs 'bout depression

And this just another confession

Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems

Never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that I need

You just need to love yourself, don’t worry 'bout me

Promised myself wouldn’t cry again

You killed me once, I can’t die again

Some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck

Feels like I’m down on my luck

Ever since you went away, I feel like I can never feel right again

Tell you I miss you, you read it, I think I just fucked up my life again

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when I'm saying that I’m so in love with you (I'm so in love with you)

I know that it’s hard for the both of us, hope that you know I still fuck with you (I still fuck with you)

I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it, I wish you were proud of me (I wish you were proud of me)

Lately, I’m doubting myself, it just hurts me that you ever doubted me (That you ever doubted me)