Schizophrenic

By Poetic Temper

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True story

Peace it's when you resting

But it was hard to sleep

Couldn't try to think

I heard laughs from the street

Everytime I walked out of the house

I felt them gettin in

My nerves ,I wasn't at my best

Accused a lot of peeps

Thinking I was bewitched

But i assumed

Don't know what the fuck

Was happening in me

I was In hell with demons

Was it the devil reaching

Cause I almost lost my breath ,my soul

To this shit I was dealing with

It was hard to sleep

Closing my eyes

Hoping it's all just a dream

And a nightmare I am in

But my eyes couldn't even blink

You relate I'm sorry

Deeply

Sorry

Voices,voices in my head

Noise is what I hear

Doctor thinks

I'm schizophrenic

No no no no no no no I'm not

Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm

Why I'm scared

Haha you're you prolly gon kill yourself this evening

Mina ngyagula

Bayangihleka

Mina ngyagula

Bayangihleka

I don't don't like this shit

I don't want these pills

Yeah don't take them pills

You need Kat, weed no cocaine

Yeah that's the shit

They make me gain weight

I tried to think and process

,felt like my mind was being programmed by some other ish

Forces what do they want from me

It's obvious

But my soul ain't cheap and it ain't up for auction

Like I said it was some other ish

Ancestors calling me

To make up on my promises

Yeah I'm a prophet to a poet

Life ain't deep as his concepts

Its not that wowing

But full of surprises

We writing to get through

The surviving mode

It's hard being cold-hearted

Unintending

You are called heartless

Cause they not understanding

What's going on

In your mind,your soul,your heart

They not

Understanding

What's going on In your mind ,your soul ,your heart

They just want your art

Aye

Voices,voices in my head

Noise is what I hear

Doctor thinks

I'm schizophrenic

No no no no no no no I'm not

Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm

Haha you crazy

You not crazy

Mina ngyagula

Bayangihleka

Mina ngyagula

Bayangihleka

Mm mm bayede bayeke

I'm not crazy no Mama

Glad you believe me

I see it in your treatment of me

You not misleading

Glad you believe the truth

You see the truth

I came out of your womb

Pure innocent

So pure innocent

So sane I still am

Sigh

Never mind the gossip

They talk about me

They talk about it

Like they know me

They don't know me

Bayangihleba