[HOOK]

Let's be for real, I cannot feel

I'm praying to god, cuz these demons have me inside of a seal

Can someone please help me? I need to be healed

I dont want to die yet, but I probably will

Depression anxiety it makes me so cold, and i cannot be chilled

I am so broken, and I can't be rebuilt

Dam

[Verse 1: Exodu$]

I'm feeling so lost, is this really a place?

My past is ahead and I can't keep my pace

RIP Nevius and Rian man i'm counting the days

It feels like i'm lost, and i can't find the way

Sipping and swerving i'm feeling so dazed

I'll see you again, so i'm keeping the praise

I'm feeling deranged and i cannot be changed

Flipping the chapter, but stuck on the page

I'm loosing my sanity, an I cannot be tamed

Something goes wrong, an i'm always to blame

They say it's my fault, and i should be ashamed

They putting me down, and they yelling my name

I just don't know man im really tryna to fit in

My future pre-written, I really might give in

My vision is blurry, these thoughts always hurt me

I'm steadily worried, i'm loosing my journey

[HOOK]

Let's be for real, I cannot feel

I'm praying to god, cuz these demons have me inside of a seal

Can someone please help me? I need to be healed

I dont want to die yet, but I probably will

Depression anxiety it makes me so cold, and i cannot be chilled

I am so broken, and I can't be rebuilt

[Verse 2: Exodu$]

Your eyes will perceive, what you want it to be

I'm sick of these tricks, cuz this life is 4-D

I'm really burnt out, an my wrist 3rd degree

Ripping the skin off, but i am no snake

You said that you cared, but your acting so fake

Stab me in the back, then you smile in my face

They said " he's an embarrassment, and such a disgrace."

I should have guessed, that all are the same

Acting so cool, but when I leave, they put me to shame

I'm putting a wall up, they calling me trump

My future destination is curvy and bumped

Breaking it down, but i always construct

Finding 4 clovers, but i'm having no luck

Pinned to the past, and i'll always be stuck

Standing the middle of the street, so i can be struck

Will I get heaven? I have so much questions?

I did break the 7, that is my confession

I tried to do sessions, emotions are press in

I feel like i have an obsession, these vibes of depression

I'm stuck in oppression, i'm steadily stressing

I have no more angels, cuz these demons have taken..