Lost Memories

By Poetic Mind

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Exodu$:

This is how it starts out for certain, i open up the curtains, and my lost memories start lurking

Feeling like a lost soul within, i hope that my next of kin

See threw my past shit, threw the thick n thin

Look deep within, but with me suicide is always creeping in my mind

Yeh

Doing xans & lean everyday trying to get clean, like soap

Drinking & smoking the pills I be popping, to often, it's the only way that I can cope

Depression since a young blood, got me feinin for some hope

Steadily drinking my problems away, just to sway, lost memories, whether these are real or not

Yeh

I'm worn out from life, so i slit my throat with a knife

To see if there really is a afterlife, as i thought

Everyone always said i was never going to make it

But gave it my all, now i'm farther then my eyes had sought

My mind is so confused, all over the place

I'm blinded by the evil, can’t see whats in front of my face

I'm an unfit, misfit steadily & mentally prepared to take any hit

I must admit i'm hoping, and boasting my memories to come back

Violent emotions everywhere, it's not fair

I'm sinful, what my past has done, drugs and guns

Never would i want someone, to live my past life, i hope you strife

Don't make the same mistakes, all it takes is one snake, then your done

The next thing you know you start to run

But darkness consumes you there is no sun

The devils feeds on your weakness, there is no priestess

So you must confess the sin's you've done to jesus

Don't let the demons deceive us, or mislead us

Think about what you do before you act

Lost memories can haunt you. And make an impact

I know you can change your future, JUST counteract

Defeat your negative memories and don't dwell on the past

Weez:

Bout to take off on these niggas, smoking on the trees

Bout to take off on these niggas, off the codein

The life i live to others they can't do in their dreams

Man i thank god, my music is getting heard from over-seas

Pull up with exo, you know we be tweaking it's

P$ychopath music bitch better believe it

Man you ain't p$ycho enough for this treatment

Man i am the meanest, i am a menace, i do not stop until my job is finished

All of these bitches, they stay in my bussiness

I do what i want so hoe fuck your opinion

I am a beast, on the beat on the bass

I am the shit so nigga closed case

Murder the beat and i still leave a trace

My dick is a pen and it's written on her face

Nigga's be sayin i talk to much

Pussy, well pussy ass nigga bitch stay in your place

I lost my mind, but i still got my memory

But latelty i'm feeling it's getting misplaced

It's Trippy Weez, i'm the life of the song

I'm coming in hard like my last name was strong

I already won so bitch, go ring the gong

I'm the king of this shit, so show me to my throne

Not trying to diss that lil boy "nihilist"

He a pussy to me, he talk more then a bitch

If i ever see you, you'll be dead in a ditch

Man i'm talking to much though but you get the Gist, bitch