Passed you up on the highway

Tire flat and hazards on

Neck tight from a night of driving

On the wrong side of the dawn

Fearing the sunlight

It exposes every move I make

I could’ve helped but I didn’t feel it

I didn’t even brake

That might’ve been a mistake

Woke up in the bathroom

Nail clippings stuck to my face

Jaw tight from a night of grinding

Gnawing on empty space

Fearing the sunlight

It exposes everything I hate

You threatened me with a second chance that

You thought I’d nevеr take

That might’ve been a mistake

I was borеd and so I broke what I wanted to break

You had everything to lose and I had nothing at stake

It takes two hands around my throat before

I can even feel awake

Only the wretched see through me

To any other I am just opaque

Soon enough I will reveal myself fully

Dump the bodies in the lake

Fearing the sunrise

You will find me out digging graves

I know you’re hoping for some kind of redemption

But I’m far too gone to save

You know I’ll never cave

I rejected everything that you ever gave

I had a longing for desire but with nothing to crave

I was a puddle of a lover

But now I’m a tidal wave

On a quiet night

You should’ve listened to the gossiping wind

Everything that I have ever loved

Has turned to liquid in my hand

It shouldn’t have been this easy

To recover from any of this

All this forgiveness really makes me queasy

You know I never miss any bit of this

If you really want to have your little life of bliss

Just pull out the needle and pop this cyst

I’m the pus on your cheek

And the blood crusted on your fist

You know I’ll never miss this