He always walks the crowded halls

And is blinded by this light

A girl who keeps her head down low

And never shows her eyes

He always walks the crowded halls

And is blinded by this light

A girl who keeps her head down low

And never shows her eyes

This songs been done before

Its not what I do it for

I've been doing more

Saving snores

Catching Z's

And trying to store them all up

But it won't amount on my time spent

On a stupid album or a project

Nobody's heard of yet

And it

Frustrates me to death to think I'd

Never make it

Not attracted to the paper

I'm Attracted to the emotion

The engine behind the locomotive

That keeps me going

All I know that

If I do this

Its a do or don't- will or won't

Theres no in between a barbed wire fence

See its all or nothing so it's time to jump

Look

First off I'ma start it like this

Im half way down to Jersey to record this

I'm moving and I left her behind

I did everything

I'm sorry

I tried

Would have never left my best friend crying

Now Im to late

Never in my life have I felt this way

Maybe hormones and shit?

Maybe I love you and I don't know how to tell you it

Tell you this

You mean the world to me

Ima be so lost without you

Like a lost dog nobody knows what he's been through

Ima jot it all down with this pencil

When I make it big a few years from now

Tell you my story and making you proud

Screaming out from this crowd

Now I'm on stage

Singing aloud it'll be absolutely amazing

Step back like "Wow"

Never thought I could do this now

Everybody told me get a normal job

Fuck that Ima make my own route

Make my own path now

You didn't believe in me

Nobody ever did

Thats why Im producing myself

My own kind of music

No Boos included

Just her, thats the motivation Im using

Im being honest I've been to the bottom

I've seen what can hurt me I know I've got problems

I know without her theres no way I can stop them

It keeps getting heavier

Feels like I'm drowning

Till one day I'll Make it

Till then I'll be patient

Im 18 so 18 more years will take me

Till death do me part I know i brought heart

Don't tell me I'll Never be famous

He always walks the crowded halls

And is blinded by this light

A girl who keeps her head down low

And never shows her eyes

What’s the point of living in fear

What’s the point of falling in love?

What’s the point of making it big

Living the life but being alone

What’s the point of getting those likes

What’s the point of getting attention

What’s the point of making connections

Just sink into a depression

What is the point of all of it

I wanna feel something

I wanna mean something

But I can’t accept it

All of my insecurities make me obsessive

I can’t express it

All of my little thoughts

And my little songs

Will never be enough

To make it to the charts

And I think a lot

But maybe

I need to drink it off

And I’ve been thinking lately

I think I think to much

And I hate it when midnight comes

All of my friends do drugs

Their medicine keeps them up

I don’t wanna feel that rush

I just want to know I’m enough

I just want to know I’m loved

You say you want to change but never plan on getting better

You say you love the rain but then you ask for an umbrella

You say you love to dance but disappear like Cinderella

So when you say you love me I know you don’t mean for forever

You say you love the rain but then you ask for an umbrella

You say you want to change but never plan on getting better

You say you love to dance but disappear like Cinderella

So when you say you love me I know you don’t mean for forever no

He always walks the crowded halls

And is blinded by this light

A girl who keeps her head down low

And never shows her eyes