[Intro]

Lately, I've been

Tryna find a ghost inside her

Strange things I've seen

Tryna fall in love with her

[Verse 1]

Yuh, look

I wish you was here

I wish that I wasn't

It's hard to wake up with this knot in your stomach

Wish I could sleep away all of my problems

And all my emotion would drown in the sorrow

Wishing tomorrow, the day will be better

I roll up a ben and I throw on a sweater

I talk to myself in the mirror for hours on end

And I wish I could deal with the pressure

Wish I had money, wish I had love

Wish I was gettin' in touch with above

Wish I could find all my purpose in life

Without findin' out who I would become

Wish I had friends, wish I had people that care

Not people that love me but never were there

If I call, right now, would you ever pick up?

On a precious song, I don't think you're aware of that

[Chorus]

Lately, I've been

Tryna find a ghost inside her

Strange things I've seen

Tryna fall in love with her

[Verse 2]

Look

Wish I was enough

I wish it was easy to see

I've been trapped in this box and it's harder to breathe

I've been drinking

Six shots in and I'm sinking

Hard to find hope when it's hard to find meaning

Hard to find love when all people are faking

Anxiety hits, I don't know what to say

Wish I could go to a different place

Mine is a cage and I need (to) get out of my head space

All of my feelings are gone

I'm feelin' numb to the bone

All of my emotions are fly

I wishin' they leave me alone

You cheated, I cheated

You cheated, you left

We fight and we fuck and make up, it's a mess

I'm tired of playing these games

I'm not a phase, so cry me a river if you feel the same