Cut clean yet I just reprise

It's by design

Spent all this time

Yet my mind

Just won't

Feel right

Carla’s own prescription pesticides

Help me

Make me feel that I'm alive

Bite me 'till they stare

You can pull my hair

Don't pretend to care

Stab me with splinters

Pierce right through my tongue

Empty out my lungs

Twisted type of fun

The end is bitter

Burn me like a slut

I won't try to run

What I have to say

Won't ever matter

Put me in my place

Shock my stupid face

Bound my neck in lace

I can do better

Fantasies I’ve awakened

These urges that I've partaken

Bring me back to

Take me back in time

Bring me back to

Take me back in time, can’t you?

Painful yet I

Compromise

It anyway

All I deserve

So I learn my

Rightful place

Treatments proven ineffective

So I chose to take initiative

It was all self inflicted

(Just one more time please)

(I don't care how much it hurts me)

So don't dare call me addicted

(Just one more time please)

(I just hate my own humanity)

The buzz of my subconscious

Force me to be honest